INTRO:
Perhaps i should beguine this, what i hope to be a legendary writings about myself, with an event that has impacted my life. It was a cold early morning, shortly after the turn of the new year of 2006. I am walking towards my apartment building. The walk is short but steep, running out of breath. I haven't smoked in about 10 days, but the fiasco with my girlfriend had put me through stress and i took it up again just few hours ago. My New Years plans to spend with my girlfriend were mingled by her need to spend it with her family, as she destroys our plans once again. her excuses seemed to become more predictable, last minute invites to her uncle's birthday, her Brothers birthday, and so on. As it was suspicious to me, i didn't really paid much attention to it. "She has great family ties and values, and that's great," I thought.
So like I said, it was little after midnight and i decided to call her to tell her Happy New Years. What happens next, will ultimately change the path I walk.
Her phone is picked up and i hear man's voice "Hello." At first i thought it was her brother but quickly realize it can't be. I asked him who he was, he presented him self as being my girlfriends date. I was drunk and numb, i almost didn't care, as if i knew all through out this dumb relationship that something fishy is going on. I caution him about her, considering I'm her boyfriend who she cheated on New Years, tells a lot.
So that how I started my New Years, single, in truth, and with a great lesson to my life.
Friday is the day to look forward to. I'm stepping into a new journey, as a student in a very prestigious American Musical and Dramatic Academy. That is my New Years resolution, to succeed in my own battle against my flaws, lifeless life style that I've led for the past year since i moved to LA a year ago. To build myself towards the road I've chosen as an artist of taking up life of various people to project and convince in order to entertain.
I'll be moving to a two bedroom apartment in a very nice part of the town, the only down side to it, there are four people living in it. Let's see if the bright side will come about.
Tomorrow is my day off and I'm planing to clean up, pack up, go over my monologues, and if there is time, do some photography. Helps me to relax and disconnect from myself.
I think this is it. My writings will take a significant various turns as time progresses due to an overwhelming amount of effort to be put in to my studies.
So keep on reading.
Perhaps i should beguine this, what i hope to be a legendary writings about myself, with an event that has impacted my life. It was a cold early morning, shortly after the turn of the new year of 2006. I am walking towards my apartment building. The walk is short but steep, running out of breath. I haven't smoked in about 10 days, but the fiasco with my girlfriend had put me through stress and i took it up again just few hours ago. My New Years plans to spend with my girlfriend were mingled by her need to spend it with her family, as she destroys our plans once again. her excuses seemed to become more predictable, last minute invites to her uncle's birthday, her Brothers birthday, and so on. As it was suspicious to me, i didn't really paid much attention to it. "She has great family ties and values, and that's great," I thought.
So like I said, it was little after midnight and i decided to call her to tell her Happy New Years. What happens next, will ultimately change the path I walk.
Her phone is picked up and i hear man's voice "Hello." At first i thought it was her brother but quickly realize it can't be. I asked him who he was, he presented him self as being my girlfriends date. I was drunk and numb, i almost didn't care, as if i knew all through out this dumb relationship that something fishy is going on. I caution him about her, considering I'm her boyfriend who she cheated on New Years, tells a lot.
So that how I started my New Years, single, in truth, and with a great lesson to my life.
Friday is the day to look forward to. I'm stepping into a new journey, as a student in a very prestigious American Musical and Dramatic Academy. That is my New Years resolution, to succeed in my own battle against my flaws, lifeless life style that I've led for the past year since i moved to LA a year ago. To build myself towards the road I've chosen as an artist of taking up life of various people to project and convince in order to entertain.
I'll be moving to a two bedroom apartment in a very nice part of the town, the only down side to it, there are four people living in it. Let's see if the bright side will come about.
Tomorrow is my day off and I'm planing to clean up, pack up, go over my monologues, and if there is time, do some photography. Helps me to relax and disconnect from myself.
I think this is it. My writings will take a significant various turns as time progresses due to an overwhelming amount of effort to be put in to my studies.
So keep on reading.
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